Showing posts with label random musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label random musings. Show all posts

Monday, June 9, 2014

Mommy's separation anxiety?

I'm now on my 36th week of pregnancy. I feel so excited that we're about to see baby #2 very soon but I am also bothered... I'm giving birth thru Caesarean section but I'm not worrying about the operation. It is the time that I'm going to be away from Aby that I'm so anxious about. I also had CS when I gave birth to Aby and I stayed in the hospital for 4 days. Knowing I'd be away from home that long really bothers me.  :(

I can't remember a single time that I got separated from Aby for more than 12 hours which I never want to happen. I really can't bear the thought of not seeing Aby even for a single day. I've been thinking about it for days now and it makes me sad. I know it's unlikely that Aby will be permitted to visit me. I also don't want her to be exposed to bacteria or viruses that could be lurking in the hospital room. 

Yes, I can use skype or whatever application to be able to see and talk to her. But, I will not be able to kiss and hug her for days...

Am I acting so weird or other moms feel the same way too? 

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Tranquil Tuesday

Hello there!
It's been a long time since I wrote about something. My last post was about one of the little activities that we do with my daughter. During the conceptualization of this blog, I planned to write mostly about my daughter, getting fit and other things that a mom could share. My main focus was to share how I can achieve the slimmer body that I used to have before pregnancy. 

But then on November 2013, I learned that I was pregnant -- again! Haha! So, I stopped the diet and the work out. And with that, I suddenly lost the drive to write. Forgive me if I would put all the blame to the morning sickness (rather all day sickness) that I experienced during the first and second trimester. I vomitted in any time of the day, felt nauseous, became grumpy and moody. I'm sure that some of you moms could agree with me...

Right now, I can feel him/her grow so fast and constantly moving like he/she is swimming inside of me. Yes, I say he or she because we're still unsure if it's going to be a baby boy or girl. I'll be making the announcement soon. My belly is now 31 weeks, just a few weeks more and baby is here! Soon I will be giving birth to another wonderful blessing from God. May he/she be smart, obedient, respectful and God-loving.